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Entry 2 senses Webster, 1913

Diffidence

· Dif·fi·dence · IPA /ˈdɪfɪdəns/
01 n. The state of being diffident; distrust; want of confidence; doubt of the power, ability, or disposition of others.
  1. 1.
    The state of being diffident; distrust; want of confidence; doubt of the power, ability, or disposition of others.[Archaic]
    “That affliction grew heavy upon me, and weighed me down even to a diffidence of God's mercy.” — Donne.
  2. 2.
    Distrust of one's self or one's own powers; lack of self-reliance; modesty; modest reserve; bashfulness.
    “It is good to speak on such questions with diffidence.” Macaulay.
    “An Englishman's habitual diffidence and awkwardness of address.” W. Irving.